Vacation…random thoughts

I spent my first week with JYJ concert, running around getting paper work, renewing my visa, then SM Town.

This week? Building my dream house again in a design program. Very relaxing. I spent 12 hours with that and music Monday. Aside from that? Laying around resting as much as possible. I pulled a thigh muscle so yeah…

What happened to nephew guy? Well, he doesn’t follow through with plans. Am I shocked? Not one bit. Was waiting for it. Long story short I doubt I’ll be talking to him anytime soon. *shrugs* I don’t have time to waste on someone that can’t follow through with simple things. No no and let’s see no. Not like we were dating, like dude just be upfront “I can’t make it” or something. Don’t beat around the bush for simple stuff. Frustrating. -.-

Also realized that I would probably be home in the US now if I didn’t re-sign with my school. I was kind of sad thinking about that. Like I would have saw no one before I left besides Keri. But no one from work.

I still feel kind of down and I don’t know why. This weather doesn’t help. Foggy and rainy. I miss my family a lot. But at the same time I’m happier where I am. I feel better off here than at home. It’s a long story that I won’t get into.

I just feel blehish for no reason. I know it won’t last long. I just need some sunshine.

Also started watching Korean dramas again! “It’s okay, that’s love” with Jo In Sung and Kyungsoo/D.O. and “finding romance” with Eric from Shinhwa. I’m waiting on new episodes. Both are great.

More random thoughts…I’m going to try to cut back on concerts. I’ve been to 15 since November. That’s a lot. Let’s not even mention the merch I’ve bought from each.

But it’s to save money for other things. Like let’s see…going to Japan and other countries? I need to get out of Korea within the next year. There’s so much I want to do. Concerts was on that list. Now I’m kind of done with it unless it’s someone I really really want to see. Even then I’ll give it more serious thought.

My thoughts are, what if I leave after this year? When will I be on this side of the planet again? Not exploring Asia would be crazy. I’ll regret it. It’s cheaper to do it while I am here compared to going way back home and then flying over. Feels like I’m doing a bucket list. But before I go home for good I want to have as many memories as possible while I’m over here. Might be my golden years never know.

Now I’ll stop rambling. Until next time~!