Today…a piece of my heart is lost forever

Brace yourselves.

Seriously this is not great news.

I can barely type this out right now without starting a flood with my own tears.

Today…this morning. My first co-teacher. The person who first welcomed me to Korea in 2013. The person who let me borrow money before I got any from the school. Took me shopping, introduced me to her family, who has a little girl that’s not 2 yet, threw me a birthday party my first year here. She even talked to my family. She’s the one who planned the surprise belated birthday party on Monday. She was my first Korean friend here that I could go to about anything. 

Committed suicide this morning.

I can’t even write anymore right now. I have to stop before I start crying again and I have a class in like 3 minutes.

A part of me is gone. Nothing feels right.

She’ll be missed.