Short update-Mr.Pilot, Jejurine, and Miss Cake

There’s so much to tell yet I don’t feel like telling it all now. Maybe never will. So this is all I’m going to tell.

Mr. Pilot came back after I finished the last dvd so I didn’t get to see him until Saturday. We had lunch with Jejurine and then went to a cafe. Miss Cake came and Jejurine left.

In between all of that I mentioned about where I was offered a job. It’s roughly 2 hours away. He’s not happy about it. I can’t really explain how I feel. When I mentioned maybe I’d go to China, Japan, or back home he was all “No, no, no. They are all too far.”

It’s like why does that matter to you so much? We are just friends right? Neither of us has taken a step to make it more than that. He should be fine with me moving away. We haven’t known each other that long.

Granted he knows me well. Almost too well that it’s scary. I can’t even explain it. Nor can I get mad at the man, because what he says is true and I tend to agree too. That’s a long post itself that I will probably never make.

I love my area. Out here in like…no it is home to me, but in order for me to stay in Korea I have to take a job. If that means moving, then that’s what I will do. I’m use with moving a lot. I’m a military brat. I can adapt easily.

This morning I took the job that was offered to me. I told Mr. Pilot and let’s just say he doesn’t like the idea of me moving “far” from him. I don’t either, but at the same time I have to do what I have to in order to live and survive. I have bills and debt to pay down. He’s not going to do it.

Right now, he is just a friend. He’s not my boyfriend, fiance or husband. Though the way he acts people might think otherwise.

So, I currently feel a bit torn. I’m happy I have a job yet sad that well I’d have to leave him behind and the rest of the lovely people at the church. Getting to this area wouldn’t even be easy because there’s no subway where I’m going. I’d have to bus it or take a taxi to the nearest station and then travel out this way. Probably won’t happen often.

If I didn’t meet him at all last month, none of this would be an issue. But now, it is…

Bleh bleh…this is how my life’s drama is turning out.

Oh well, until next time.