Oops…update

Sorry been kind of busy and little under the weather. 

The weather here in Korea is insane. Hot one day and freezing 2 hours later. It’s also my fault because well I just get hot way too quickly. Even if it is freezing outside, I end up taking off layers to cool down. I can’t win. Then, yesterday was the first snow. I want it to stay away~ Far away, especially if I have to walk in it. No thanks.

Um…what else? Oh, I am thinking about leaving my school. I know shocking.

I love the kids…most of them. Some just ugh… but the staff is just too weird. I can’t explain it fully but it’s just off. It doesn’t help that my mood since moving here has been all over the place. I have been more irritated than ever in my life. Then, the fact I keep having issues with my apartment before the holidays did not help at all.

I told my co-teacher that I’m applying for other jobs anyways. It’s the time to do so since I want to stay at least one more year. Next month tends to be the month that schools find out if they have a budget or not and if they will be a part of EPIK. I rather try to find a job now instead of waiting until the last minute. My co-teacher said that the school applied for EPIK but if they are not picked they want to keep me another year. I told him, I would think about it but I honestly want to move closer to Seoul. Closer to my friends and where I know how to get around without travelling over 3 hours round-trip. When I get sick or something, I live so far away it makes it difficult and I know I can’t depend on people from work, so yeah not a good situation. 

I’m just tired. August will make it 4 years since I moved here to Korea to teach. I’m tired of being so far out in the countryside. In this city, I feel even further away than I did in Yangpyeong. Bleh. But yeah that’s what’s going on right now.

Aside from that, didn’t do anything for Thanksgiving, it’s just a normal day to me now over here. It gets depression because my grandma died two days before it some years ago, so that doesn’t help. I’m not planning on anything special for Christmas besides sleep and work the following day. Holidays are barely holidays anymore. Oh well. 

Hmm…what else is there? My mom wants me to move back home. There’s nothing to move back to. If I did go back home I would move to another state. I have to have distance for my own health.

What else is there? oh Mr. Ghetto is sick for the billionth time. I swear…let me stop now before this turns into a novel about why he is sick hahaha.

I’m no better, but I’m doing better. My knee is also doing better. So yay~

Now to probably make popcorn and watching some youtube vids.

Until next time~