Mr. Gucci

This man…he came Thursday because he had Friday off. So he wanted to spend as much time as possible with me. Sadly Friday was one of my busy days. ?However, we got to hang out and get lunch before I had a class. ?

He…ugh how did this man do this? Just being around him is comforting. The previous night I slept horrible for the first time in ages. Lately my dreams have been slightly disturbing which is not normal for me. I almost called him but didn’t with it being like 3am.

However he messaged me later that day to ask how I was randomly and such. Never told him about the dream. He called and was going to come when he got off work. He talked the entire time he was clocking out and taking a taxi. When I saw him it just felt like relief washed over me. He made sure I ate and everything. Then we were talking about random stuff. I found out why he doesn’t like horror films. Definitely makes sense so I wouldn’t think about forcing him to see one. That’s when my dream came up.

He knows I am not a person to really be afraid of anything but ugh that dream messed me up a bit. I almost didn’t want to sleep just in case it continued.

Sometimes my dreams continue.

Thankfully he was here and I could sleep. I swear~

I also realized I can just stare at him. Just take in everything about him and wonder why I like him so much and how he got me to. ????

It is what it is though. I might as well enjoy it~ It feels odd yet nice to trust and depend on someone in such a way. Ugh he made me mushy. ?

Now to sleep. 잘자요~