He is….

Coming back. Soon, very soon. 

If you have followed for awhile or just started you guys should know who I am talking about.

If not…read some previous posts that mentions Mr. Ghetto.

But yesssss Mr. Ghetto is coming back and I am ashamed how happy I was when he was all “I’ll be back sooon~”

Funny part is that I played it cool all “Oh, nice.”

Then I realized he didn’t tell me when, ok he probably did when he called but signal was horrible and I heard maybe 5 complete sentences. One was him saying I sounded exhausted and asked if I had the class with the little stabber, which was so funny because I just finished that class 4 minutes prior. 

Anyways, I asked and he’s coming super soon. He’s coming when the holidays are basically over so the days I have out he’s not even here. -.- I was like “ok~”

Then he asked if I was waiting on him and it’s like me? wait? noooooo~ *looks around* what?? 

He of course went, “okay, whatever. cool girl.”

hahaha he knows me well bahaha 

I was, well, am waiting.

Half of me was waiting to see if he would actually come. I was highly doubtful. Almost too doubtful. He didn’t give me any reasons to be, it’s all on me. Like he could have changed his mind about me in general. Let’s be real, guys have been pretty crappy lately. I tend to expect the worst. Even more, this trip’s purpose is for business, so plans could have change. Then, the other half was waiting just for him to come back. 

The only problem right now that I see is us matching our schedules to be able to see each other. I don’t live super close to Seoul. On top of it basically every night he gets off technically the next morning not getting to sleep until around 3am. I wake up around 5am every morning (I can’t even stop it if I wanted to) to get ready for work. But who knows, we might be able to find time. We did it before. 

This time I won’t keep pushing it off. I honestly regret that. I turned him down at least three times before agreeing to meet him the day before I left, since that would be the only time whatsoever we had to meet and he wouldn’t give up. Last time, I debated big time because 1) I was highly wondering why me when it would be easier to find a Korean girl or even a girl in Cali 2) where we live in general and 3) would I be disappointed like with all the others?

But as you guys know he didn’t give up at all, tried even harder and rearranged his schedule to fit me in. So far, I have been nothing but impressed.

I can’t push off seeing him this time. I have no need to. He has done nothing wrong and we need to talk about a lot. The sooner the better. Will get some things sorted out. 

But yes~ Mr. Ghetto is coming soon. What will happen? Nobody knows~ We shall see. Pray for me people~ I just wanted one good guy all this time. One that will understand and accept me for who I am, you know? I don’t ask for much. I’m so tired of running across duds. Sadly, I normally don’t even get my hopes up anymore. But I am excited about this man being in the same country soon. Good grief. What has he done to me?

Now to see if I can find the last episode of Hell’s Kitchen while doing my nails before going to sleep.

Until next time~