End of the week…winter camp…and what’s going on?

FINALLY! Ok found out I have to plan out winter camp stuff…again. Guess when it’s due? Monday. Yeah I have no life. Yep. *coughs* Even if it means I just wanted to stay in. I hate the cold weather… I’ll think of something though.

It’s like when professors change what they want for a paper that they assigned at the beginning of the semester for the final paper and finally decide last minute (like maybe 3 days before it’s due) they don’t want any of that. They want something completely different. Yeah…that’s exactly what happened.

Instead of 2-80 minute classes for 10 days. I’ll have 3-50 minute classes. Which isn’t as bad because the grades are more separated. So I guess I’ll spend most of my weekend doing that. Lovely…

This morning had third graders, they were good. Then randomly we had an orchestra performing at the school. Every week there’s something if not everyday. I wouldn’t have money for winter camp supplies either if I’m doing all this. Anyways, it was awesome and made me miss playing the clarinet. I almost cried. I love some classical music.

After that, had the second group of third graders for like 30 minutes. Then it was lunch time. Went down early. They had like my favorite dish with rice. Forget the rest of the food, that was all I was going to eat right there. I was eating, enjoying it since I didn’t have a class right after lunch. Randomly all the teachers wanted to move closer to me. I’m all O.o *looks around* what’s going on? But I don’t know, felt kind of good the way it was today.

Then it hit me I didn’t bump into new guy all day.

I need to stop realizing that because every time I do he pops up. I see him walking to come in the cafeteria. He walks in and I swear we are always making eye contact when he comes in and I don’t know why. Like we seriously look at each other for a few seconds. His eyes grow bigger realizing there’s only one seat near me open, which happens to be beside me where he normally sits. Then some other teachers were coming. What he saw that for?

He jogs quickly to get a tray and he normally makes a lot of small talk with the lunch ladies, not today. He went through so quick. Then he acted calm when he got to the table. Saying hello to everyone. I just bowed my head and not look his way. I was laughing hard on the inside. 

My thing is WE DO NOT TALK at lunch. Like if we do it’s because we are talking to someone else. But we never hold a conversation ourselves. I’m afraid to because he always fills his mouth. It’s like if I ask something I’m scared he’ll try to speak and choke. So I avoid it besides the other day when I had to compliment his hair. I waited until he was about to fill his mouth again. lol

I found out this morning the 2nd grade teacher couldn’t take me home, because she had to leave early (kid sick). I was like ok, co teacher said she would find somebody. At lunch she was mentioning it and new guy just filled his mouth. He went to raise his hand to volunteer but couldn’t speak and co-teacher missed it. So the 3rd grade teacher beat him to it. He took this deep sigh like “crap…missed that chance”.

It took everything for me not to laugh out loud. It was hilarious. He needs to learn the food is not going to hop off the tray any time soon. Then again they always give him a ton since he’s running around all day. Heck it takes me awhile to eat what I do eat. 

I finish my lunch. He always realizes when I finish and tends to move in his seat. It’s kind of odd. I leave and a student talks to me while we are walking out making me laugh. I’ve learned not to look through the window of the cafeteria when walking while new guy is facing that way. Most of the time he is looking.

Go to my room, brush teeth and stuff. Then I just relax for the most part. Watch my co-teacher teach a knitting class? One sixth grader is pretty good. I was all Ooooooo.

Later I go down to get the folder…once again bump into new guy but he’s talking to Mr. Super Polite teacher. I see him look and I ease by. Like awesome keep him distracted. I hate that I know he’s still looking yet I look back only to see what? Him looking. *throw hands up*I give up.

I grab the folder and get some water. Walking back, he’s coming down the hall. I’m like what is this? Why oh why?

He smiles like this adorable smile that is pretty rare from him. Yeah I know I said adorable when it comes to the new guy. I can hear all the “OOooooo I think she likes him” now *sings Miss A’s Hush*. But it is, like idk. It was adorable ok? A lot of guys can have adorable smiles. Not saying his is better or anything like compared to Jaejoong’s.

Who is having another concert “1st Korea Tour” starting next month~! I shall fight for tickets again! *coughs* sorry back to topic…

Like new guy smiles, laughs and all that great stuff. But this was different like you can just tell it was. Well I can. Showing dimples and mess. And waving with his hands in his sleeves. Which I’m no better, my hands stays in my sleeves as much as possible. They are always covered. 

So we look like little shy kids waving and smiling at each other. *sighs and puts head down* What’s going on?

The more I try to avoid the kid, it’s just not happening. My reason why is…know what I’ll leave that for another post.

Until next time~