Bleh and things go further downhill

So today is payday and I get paid half my pay.

I freaked out. I have never been paid so little in 2 years. Ever. So sent some messages and got a call back. It’s all based off how many days are left in my contract so 18 and since my new contract starts in the 1st they don’t have to pay me for 2 weeks.

So 2 weeks without pay and I paid for my apartment these 2 weeks. Everything is on me.

Freaking yay.

I normally send half or more of my pay home to pay my bills there and live off the rest. Can’t send it home because what will I have left? Nothing. Absolutely nothing.

I swear. I even thought about taking a short 2 day trip somewhere but nooooooooo can’t do that either. I have vacation days where I basically waste away in my apartment. Can’t do anything it seems. Everything is going wrong.

I honestly give up. I can’t do anything to fix it so I have to let it be. I hate it because my credit is going to get messed up but it is what it is.

Also wondering where the pizza guy is. Even that’s late today. I swear. Not like I ordered the store. Just a simple pepperoni pizza and 7up. And it’s right down the road. I could have walked and pick it up. *sigh*

The frustrations of life.

Things have to get better after all this right?

I might go to JYJ’s membership week thing tomorrow since it started today and it’s free. We’ll see how I feel. Might stop by a cafe to chill. Explore Korea without spending money.

Who knows maybe this is a good thing? Even though it seems super horrible right now.

Omg pizza! Ok today is not all bad. Pizza is never bad…ever.