After 2am and can’t sleep

I’m having sleeping issues again. Taking me forever to get in my sleeping zone lately.

Yesterday well day before yesterday now, I didn’t go to sleep until 5:30 & woke up 2 hours later only to still be up now. I’m tired and wide awake all at the same time. First, I just don’t feel like sleeping. I want to but my body doesn’t feel like it should. Second, the stupid people downstairs being oddly louder than normal this week. Then my shoulder started hurting. I swear…when I felt tired enough to maybe sleep, I got too warm. Go figure. Now, I’m just up. Might as well make a post.

Mr. Military went to sleep like an hour ago. I normally go to sleep before he does. -.- Things are a lot less awkward since my last post a few hours ago. I told him with a new year comes new beginnings. Can’t move forward looking back at the past. Plus, if he wants to know something just ask. He told me in the past I could talk to him about anything. He should have known he could do the same. Seems he didn’t so it was told tonight. Which made him all happy. So that’s a good thing. No more wasting a month saying nothing because he was afraid of talking about how he felt. One less thing to have me worried. Makes me wonder what kind of girls or people in general he has dealt with in the past. Like come on things go both ways. Men go through a lot and need someone to talk to too. Bleh. Though I somehow made him miss me more. Like um…okay? Don’t ask. I don’t know how. He confuses me and himself. Silly man~

Now this sleeping thing. I think it’s stress. I go back to work Thursday. I’m ready to go and not ready. I’m constantly looking up things for classes and everything. Doing some prep work for the next semester. It’s the last weird weeks of the semester. I say weird because we finished the textbooks in all classes and kids already finished their final tests in classes too. So it’s a few weeks of awkwardness until the end of the school year next month on the 13th. Then it’s “spring break” before the 2015-2016 school year starts. On top of that these are the last few weeks with my co-teacher too. She’s in Turkey until later today or tomorrow. And to make things even better I have to pack up my classroom and move somewhere. I don’t know where in the office when all the desks are taken. Oh wait…there’s one between my old desk and the VP. -.- ugh…I rather have the other little teachers room. The office is always insanely hot. I hate being hot. And cold but hot even more. It’s hard to cool down. Just thinking about it gives me a headache.

So much is going to happen in such a short time. Including having to work with co-teacher #5. I just hope it’s a decent person. Going to be kinda hard to beat the one I have now.

Now to attempt this sleeping thing again since it’s after 2:30. I’ll listen to some Gackt. His music tends to relax me enough to sleep.

Until next time~! Hopefully after I sleep.