A blast from the past
Mr. Pilot
I know this is my third post today. It’s Tuesday, I’m done with my work and it’s not even 9:30am yet. So sit back and enjoy.
But yes, Mr. Pilot sent a text message last Monday (June 13) and I never replied, if made me remember I forgot to block the number. So, that’s what I did, blocked the number and everyone else’s.
Why? Because I told him to leave me alone. He just never understood it. Like I told him before that I wanted space and he would never give me any space. He would keep intruding in it. That was killing me. He wouldn’t allow me to adjust to anything. I moved right after coming from Europe. Started a new job and that weekend flew to Japan. Like I did a ton of stuff in February and March. After all of that I just wanted to relax, not have someone literally bother me saying the same stuff over and over again. Just no, that’s a sure way for me to cut you off.
If he allowed me to adjust and give me my space, then I probably would have start going to church here. BUT he did everything the wrong way. He gave people there my phone number, that’s a huge no-no for me. I cannot and will not tolerate that. We weren’t friends but so long, he didn’t even ask if he could, he just did it. Like no, you don’t go handing my phone number to whoever you please. I rarely give out my own number to people.
He was doing stuff I just didn’t like. No matter how much I talked to him about it and he claimed he understood, he really didn’t and he never will. He might have done what he thought was best, but it wasn’t. Especially when you don’t know me as well as you think you do.
So him sending a “Hey~” meant nothing to me besides reminding me I needed to finish block. Which made me wonder why it wasn’t done earlier then I remembered I couldn’t find it for some odd reason and put it off, but now it’s done.
Do I care? Sadly, I don’t anymore. I like the freedom I have. He was too…controlling for a friend that I knew less than 4/5 months. It got to the point he was making decisions for me on where I would go or not. Even when I was sick, he didn’t understand I was pretty sick and didn’t want to be out in the cold listening to 99% Korean while understanding maybe 30% because I was barely focused on anything. Then, the thought that he even had the nerves to ask when I last saw him, if I would try to get a job near him if he moved got to me also. There’s no reason in the world I would do that. He’s not my brother, best friend, boyfriend, fiance, or husband. So, no.
It was just getting too weird. Had to cut all ties. It is what it is. Hopefully, he’ll not bother me again. He shouldn’t, I have him blocked on like everything. So yeah. Oh well.
Until next time~!