A phase?

I don’t know what it is lately. Recently, I have been feeling like I need to make some minor and major changes to my life. I know you guys have seen it coming especially from some of my other posts. 

I’m just tired of a lot of things. Tired is not even the word I’m looking for, but it shall do for now. 

I’m looking for a gym or at least things to do so I can workout. I’m tired of saying I want to get fit and not actually doing what I need to do in order for it to happen. Not saying I’ll be in the gym/working out for like 4 hours everyday. I’m going to start off slowly and get to where it’s ok for me and I still get to lose weight. 

In all honesty, I’m afraid of getting to the size I was when I first got here. I freaked out seeing I gained like 7 pounds. I cannot and will not let that happen again. Granted I’m bloated right now but still.

Um…let’s see. Work is pretty good. Everyone is nice. I gave the principal some tea I bought in Japan. I like him, he didn’t go running around telling everyone. He accepted it and said his thanks. Bam end of that. Not “*busts out office* EVERYONE TRY~! AISHA GOT IT FROM JAPAN!” like how my other principal would have done. 

Finally got a computer in the office. I share it with the new school nurse, but she only comes in 2 days a week. Rest of the time it is my space~

The teacher’s are trying to help out as much as possible with English. We just have to make sure that we are all on the same page for each lesson and it should be fine. The kids are pretty good. Some try to test a little and I put them back into their places.

Other than that, I’m wanting to throw out a ton of things that I brought from my old apartment because this one is literally like half the size of it. I cannot deal with that. So in order for me to feel better, I’m going to have to toss a lot of stuff.

I have been deleting things also from online. Accounts from certain sites, photos from backup drives and such. Blocking and deleting people. Let’s just say I’m doing a huge overall in my life.

Why am I doing it?

Honestly, I just want to be happy. Not so stressed out by things or people. So, this year,I am trying to find the happier and healthier me. That means if people don’t like it well, they can go elsewhere. 

Also, Mr. Ghetto is around somehow haha. I’m honestly asking myself how he has lasted this long and what magic he has? Anyways, we normally do a quick message here and there through out the day/night. He’s waaaayyy in LA so he’s totally what? 17 hours behind? Good grief. Anywho, sometimes I think, “Oh, maybe 24 hours without hearing from him.If he sends something I shall ignore” Then, I swear he reads my mind or something but ta-freaking-da a message. 

I was like NOOOOOOOOoooooooo/YEEESSSSSSSssss yep, I send mix signals to myself. haha Also, didn’t ignore it one bit. I am absolutely horrible. *sighs* Oh well. 

Now to take myself to sleep. If I’m not mistaken, new co-teacher is supposed to take me to immigration tomorrow. I need to renew my visa big time.

Until next time~!