Where’s Mr. Ghetto?
Ok, I have to write this after the previous post.
I know some might be wondering “WHAT ABOUT MR. GHETTO?!”
He’s there. Right now he’s busy trying to work and figure out some other things. I’m giving him the space he needs to deal with it on his own. He has a certain way of dealing with stress. So, he’ll either go to workout a ton or work a ton to take his mind off of what’s bothering him.
I told him to focus on what he needs to focus on. He knows how to reach me if he wants to talk to me.
He was a bit skeptical about this. He knows I have a habit of cutting people off quickly especially guys. hahaha But, I know some of the things that’s going on with him and know how he gets so it’s better if I let him handle it his way. Plus, we aren’t officially anything. I don’t want to overstep any boundaries, even if they were placed by me. I don’t want him feeling like he has to answer when he doesn’t. He can just figure out what he’s doing and then get back to me whenever that is.
So, he’s back to his daily life: work, other stuff and working out to release stress. While, I’m getting use to my daily life here.
Plus (I say this a lot, don’t I?), if we get too use to each other it can harm us if nothing comes from it. Maybe. Bleh, I don’t know. Alright, fine probably not.
Yep just fought with myself. Was thinking negative, when I shouldn’t.
Anyways…….
On top of that, I know he’s working like crazy because he still wants to come next month. Once he wants to do something, he tries his hardest to complete what he needs to do in order to make it happen. When he gets in that mode barely anyone can get in contact with him.
Which also made me realize he tends to keep to himself a lot. Like I know I’m a loner and such, but he literally tends to do everything himself and depend on very few people at work to complete tasks. Most of the time he does everything that needs to be done without asking for any help, even if he needs some.
We are too much alike.
Nevertheless, we shall do what we need to do. If we get to meet up in the future, we will see then what it leads to. I mean we have known each other almost a year (8 months) before we first met each other. Granted, we live in different countries and he was MIA for a few months while working and well um…I kinda. Alright I honestly forgot about him because I thought nothing of it. Oops? When he sent a message after forever that’s when I was like OHHHH YEAH THAT GUY “hey,long time no speak” and still never thought much about it. That’s why he never popped up in any posts until recently. Sorry…
If all that could happen and we still get along after not talking for ages yet still being able to click almost too instantly when we met up face to face, it can happen again.
I’ll be honest, I hope he can make it next month. We have some things that we need to talk about. He said it himself and it’s better if we talk face to face for most of it.
So, we shall see.
Something has been on my mind for the past few weeks. Well, before then, but even more so now. It feels like he is up to something. I hate getting feelings about things because it tends to throw me off guard. Sometimes they are good and sometimes it’s bad. This one is more of a good feeling, but still it can be bad because I don’t know. It’s going to bother me until I know what it is. Doesn’t help, that he has been super careful in what he has been saying to make sure I don’t see him in a bad light. It was like that closer to the time leading up to us meeting and then started happening a bit more. He’s constantly trying to put his best foot forward. I’ll admit it’s adorable because he tries so hard, even when it’s simple things. Like when he was sick and didn’t want to tell me. Everyone gets sick, I’m not going to think less of you because of it.
Got side-tracked. Back to what I was saying, still feels like he’s up to something which is another reason why he’s so busy and doesn’t want to say anything. I guess I’ll find out later.
But yeah, once again, we shall see where it all leads~
Until next time~!