The time has come…

Had to get rid of Mr. Pilot and the other church mates. I just had to. Did it over the weekend. Especially after he sent a message Friday saying he hopes I keep my health well.

Like, excuse me but it’s your fault why I was in the hospital injured. He never officially asked if I was ok or anything. That message was way too late after everything and still “I hope you keep your health well.” Give me a break.

So, I blocked his number Friday and then blocked him from kakao Saturday. After blocking him from everything, I blocked the other church members. Jejurine and all. That was pretty hard to do because they were lovely people. I loved them to pieces and loved being around them. But, because of Mr. Pilot I couldn’t allow them to stay in contact too.

If he can’t get in touch with me, he will use one of them to do it instead. In order to prevent him from contacting me at all I had to block them too from everything. It’s frustrating that one person messed it all up.

When me and him had dinner and tea after the accident he still didn’t understand that I want to be left alone. You can’t force someone to go to church. The more you try to push me to do things the more I don’t even want to try to do it. He has overstepped his boundaries way too many times. It was past frustrating how controlling he was yet tried to make it seem like he cared about what’s best for me.

First, he doesn’t know me enough to know what’s best for me.

I was too nice also. So, I did what I needed to do and cut him off completely. Every time, I tried to make him understand he would say “I completely understand you.” Then say something else that wasn’t even close.

The fact he gave my phone number out to other people without my permission really got me. Then, the accident how he technically didn’t really care even though I was injured while under his care because of something he did. Well, that finished sealed it. He could have at least called or something. Nothing but some sorry messages that never really said anything but frustrate me.

I don’t need that. 

Now thinking back to when we were having tea and he brought up if he moves me looking to get a job in that area. Like why? We aren’t that close at all. So, he can try to control what I do after work and keep me in the church all of my free time? No thanks.

I have a life to live for myself. He has no say so in what I do. So, he had to go. I’m just sad I had to cut the rest of them off also. *sighs* oh well, a part of life I guess. Live and learn. I enjoyed my time with them.

He was too much. Not like he was going to change or understand where I was coming from. So there was no point in trying to keep a friendship with someone like that.

Now, this should be the last post for today.

until next time~