The reason

Welp, less than 12 hours later I have found out the reason why I felt so anxious. 

First, Mr. Ghetto is in the country. I’m just glad he’s in the same country even if it is for work.

I’ll see him at some point, he’s busy with meetings and of course family. He agreed that we need more than 1~2 hours to talk about everything. He knows I understand and won’t get mad if we don’t get the chance to. We’ve talked about it, he has apologized even though he shouldn’t. His reason for being here is work, how can I get upset about that?

The main reason I felt all odd then it stopped once I found out there’s something else going on with him. Now it explains a lot. There’s a ton of stuff I haven’t put on here, but yeah… It makes me see him in a completely different light.

It’s not bad! 

Not at all, well the part of me seeing him differently. The thing that is getting to him is pretty bad. It makes me worry about him more with everything else that’s going on. It’s honestly a lot of stress. Just when it seemed like it was already stressful enough it gets worse.

As if I didn’t already worry about the man. I don’t even know what to say right now. He knows where I’m at and how to reach me if he needs to. I just hope he doesn’t work too hard and get sick again by not taking care of himself with everything that’s going on.

Until next time~