Last week was eh…I’m in exile

Last week was whatever. Especially last Friday. It was graduation day for 6th graders. Would have made my 4th graduation to attend, but well guess who wasn’t invited? *points to self* Yes, the person that does not seem to exisit. Thing is two teachers came in to get band aids and such then left to go back.

I even asked and just got “Oh, no it’s ok. You stay here.”

Well damn. I can’t even go look? I have to stay hidden all the time? 

I swear if I didn’t already feel worthless, I definitely did at that moment.

Later, my co-teacher came to ask if I ate lunch and to join them. I should have avoided it. Why do I keep trying to get along with these people? Why? Stupid.

Went and well let’s see what else can go wrong? I’m allergic to every f*cking thing on the table besides the kimchi. Oh yes, attack me with all the sesame oil, so I can die before making it out of this place I now I officially call exile.

Only one person remembered my allergy and it was an ahjusshi that works here at the school helping out with minor things. I RARELY see this man and ate with him twice months ago at another staff thing, but he remembered my allergy when no one else did. So, they “try” to order something else and I just end up with rice, kimchi, and some soup. Yay~

While I’m trying not to breathe in all the poignant poison sesame oil, the head teacher that was sitting beside me decides she wants to talk and say more than 10 words to me for the first time since I have been here.

What was it about?

Oh how “diligent” I am and how I am such a hard worker. Coming into work early every freaking day even during the breaks. How her and everyone else admires me. They enjoying working with me. Blah Blah Blah

<.<

>.>

Say what?

So, you see I come in early every day and work hard when I have work that needs to be done but not one of you care enough to treat me like a half of a human?

Yeah, ok. Sure. Thanks for the compliment. I hope you all choke,

So, yeah~ Great week. Tsk.

I’m writing up another post so, be back in a few minutes~

안녕~