A year ago, so much happened

So last night when I couldn’t sleep, it hit me that a year ago, a lot of stuff happened. It was pretty good this time of the year.

I had just finished up final classes at my previous school. Which I honestly miss the staff there. They were so freaking lovely. Was packing for my Europe trip with K and packing to move in general. Met Mr. Ghetto face to face after talking to him a good 6 months before that.

Be warned this post will probably be mostly about him. Ok? Ok~

My previous school treated me like a person. I was actually a part of the staff. Some people were a bit eh~ but most of them were absolutely lovely and cared for.

Europe was a dream come true, just going to the airport was like “Is this really happening? These tickets are legit? I am going? They just let me through?” I never thought in a million years I would make it to Europe, but I did. All because Keri and I were joking around at first about going, then got serious the more we looked. hahaha, We should be careful with that. End up all over the place.

Then, after making up excuse after excuse to not meet Mr. Ghetto, he finally got me to agree to meet him. It probably wouldn’t have happened if Keri didn’t ask if I wanted to have one last dinner in Korea the night before we leave out. I was supposed to meet up with Mr. Pilot for a “Korean” class that night. Not going to lie having good food with Keri was 10000% more attractive. I was already giving in to meeting him since the night before he was really trying hard and started to rearrange meetings in order to meet at a time I will accept. Once I made plans with K. I finalized plans with him. Like, that would have been too cruel to not meet the man after he switched up business meetings just to make me happy.

I have to laugh though at the lines he used. His game was so strong when he was trying for a good 2 weeks to get me to meet up with him. Yet every time I had some reason to say no. Anywhere from washing my hair (yep, but I did do it and when I plan on pampering my hair it can take a while) so I was going to sleep. He was always done with work super late. So late, that trains would stop running. I definitely, wasn’t going to meet him for the first time super late and then be stuck far from home while having to go to work the next morning. With past experiences of meeting people in general I always make sure it is early enough so I can get home before it is late.

Though after meeting him, as I have said before (right?) I regret pushing him off for so long. I was trying to keep myself safe. Anyone who has been reading this blog since then (or before) should know that I didn’t have much luck with meeting people, especially men. Yet, I can basically trust this man with my life. Which is rare for me to say. I can truly be myself and not worry about anything though from the beginning and I appreciate that.

I am normally highly defensive about someone doing things for me. Especially, if it is paying for anything. I have paid for plenty of things while out with guys because of this. I tried so hard with him but realized that I wasn’t going to win the battle at all. He refuses to let me pay for anything unless it is parking to which he seems to never have small bills on him. I think I probably paid a total of…less than $5 with him since I have known him and it is legit only for parking here in Korea and in the states. I was the only one that actually had coins for the parking meters in LA. He has definitely spent way more than that while we have been together and he is always sharing.

I can’t even get upset with him, for long. Maybe a few minutes? If that. Literally 3 minutes. haha, The only thing that gets me long-term and seems to be the only thing he won’t share is…his music unless I am with him in person. He will get me hooked on not just one song but a good bit of them and then keep them hostage until I see him again. He won’t even let me get teasers. He is even keeping his SoundCloud away from me on purpose. So cruel~

What has my life become? What kind of sorcery has he done?

AND~!!!

Now that I am moving to Seoul, a few weeks ago, I realized that he is too happy about it. I have literally no excuses besides work. hahaha