Getting to and from school frustrations, maybe it’s a good thing though

So ok, it was like decided by myself I’ll take a taxi to school since my old co-teacher left. My new one said she’d drive me home.

Yesterday my co-teacher had another excuse as to why she couldn’t drive me home (she’s only done it twice in almost 2 weeks), in which I didn’t find out about until like 5pm! Seriously. I get off at 4:30pm. With her coming in all “Why didn’t you leave yet?” I’m like *looks at her* “seriously?” Then she tells me her excuse and I’m like “You did NOT tell me that.” Not like I can read minds. So luckily the second grade teacher didn’t leave yet and gave me a ride. 

I was highly upset. It’s like whatever I’ll walk. Though every time I’m about to walk that’s when a teacher is like “omo taxi? bus?” I’m like “No, walk. *puts back in earbuds*” Then they tend to pull me to their car. It’s just frustrating. 

Like leave me alone and let me be. You didn’t care earlier why now? I’ll walk. If I end up sick, whatever. Just ugh…it’s making me upset thinking about it. 

It’s like this messed up communication going on thanks to the new co-teacher. If she would be like “hey I can’t take you today so and so will.” like how my old co-teacher did that would be helpful. Call me a taxi or something! Gahh~! Not I’m sitting there feeling like a complete idiot and a huge burden because I can’t get home. Like I’ve seriously cried over this once I get home. I hate it.

At home (the US) I have my car. I don’t wait on a ride from anyone. I don’t like waiting on people or feeling like I’m in debt to them. It’s bothering me. 

Then today the second grade teacher was going to pick me up and like 2 minutes before the 3rd grade teacher told me to get in. I’m like -.-. Normally with a taxi I’m already at the school before they even pass by my place. 

So I’m going to stick with my taxi in the mornings. They are trying to save me money but I rather spend it knowing that I’m at the school and not having to wait for someone every morning. The second grade teacher says she’ll drop me off since it’s on her way home everyday. I’ll take her up on that offer. It’s harder getting from the school than getting there.

I just hate depending on people. I feel horrible that I NEED someone so I can get home. It sucks. 

And if my new co-teacher keeps saying “You’re so lucky~” I’m going to seriously snap. It’s HER fault all this crap is messed up. Everyone thought she was picking me up and dropping me off only to find out that’s not the case. 

She’s great with teaching but as in relaying important information, not so much. 

*sigh* maybe I should be thankful. She can’t drive that well. Who stops in the middle of the road to put on their sunglasses?! Like for a full 5 minutes. New guy even moved out the way…his face was priceless. 

Plus beginning next year if I’m not mistaken she’s not going to be there. Unless things change later. No need to get into routine and then she’s gone too. 

I’ll count it as a blessing.