Not enough food…

Lately food and I have not been friends. I don’t know the main reason. Between it being warmer, stress, and I’m having an UC flare up I’m not too surprised. It just sucks because it means I’m not eating like I should. I have to force food down. I’m hungry here and there and still can’t eat much without feeling sick. I had to get an IV the other day. A freaking IV. I’m not even hydrated enough and I have increased my intake of fluids. Though I know I have a bad habit of going hours without drinking anything.

I know it’s horrible. I hate it. I’m use with eating properly not barely getting one full meal a day.

I had to stop and make food. I haven’t eaten anything since lunch yesterday and it’s after 1pm now. See how bad it is? -.-

So this weekend I’m trying to get back to normal. This can’t keep going. I don’t want an eating disorder to develop. 🙁