Living abroad when family is sick doesn’t feel great.

So this is a random post. I’m on a short vacation which is “Never leave my apartment unless I have to vacation” Which I did. One day I extended my visa. The next I went on a date. Yesterday I went grocery shopping. Today was market day. So I actually went out a good bit. I even spent hours cleaning my place getting rid of some things on Sunday. I was suppose to be lazy and that has not happened. I even wake up early everyday still. It’s such a huge part of me that waking up at 7:30 is late. 

Also, recently I was worried about my mom and wishing I could go home on my longer break. Like I don’t know just this odd feeling I’ve been having for like a week or two now. I can’t shake it. Even last night I was watching something and I thought about my mom and bam waterworks. I don’t even know why I was crying exactly but there it was a ton of tears making another Han River. 

But uh this girl does not have flight money lying around on such short notice. So that’s a no go. 🙁

Then a few hours ago I got a message from my sister saying that our mom is in the hospital. Great right?

They thought she maybe had a heart attack, but after like 3 hours of waiting. The doctors said it wasn’t that, but they don’t know what it is. So they are keeping her overnight. 

*sigh*

In brighter news my sister is finally trying out for her license too. Omg, it might be done in my car. My poor car. 

bleh

I go back to work day after tomorrow. Keri comes back Saturday. And I feel like I’m kind of lost? I don’t know how I feel right now, I guess ok. Kind of thinking about my future plans since everything feels kind of messy right now. Oh well, but yeah that’s my life at the moment.

Until next time~