Numb is all I feel

How am I?

I don’t really know how to answer that. I feel pretty numb. Like none of this is real and I’ll wake up from some horrible nightmare.

Most of the staff went yesterday to view the body. See where it’s at.

She jumped from the top of her apartment building. 🙁 She was suffering from depression and it got worse after having her baby. There was a lot of other stuff too, but yeah it drove her to that yesterday morning.

I have to go to the hospital today to see my doctor and get another shot, so I’ll go and pay my respects also while I’m there. I’m not even ready to do it but I need to do it.

So much bad stuff has happened recently I don’t even know what to say or feel. *sigh* Guess this is some of the dark sides of Korea

Seeing the students cry because a lot just found out this morning was heartbreaking. Seeing one cry is already horrible but a large group of them…..I can’t even explain the emotions.

Anyways, I have a class after lunch. My schedule is all over the place.

Until next time~