Update

So my update.

I’m at my desk wasting time because I’m done with classes for today. 

Anyways, talked to Mr. Pilot this morning. He apologized again then mentioned he was eating the muffins I made.

Yes, I made him muffins. 

Why? 

I DON’T KNOW!

I was so nervous about meeting him I cleaned my place like three times and he wasn’t even coming to my place. There wasn’t even anything left to clean but what imaginary dust? I needed to do something with my hands.

Then, I was like “Oh, maybe I should give him something.” I don’t even know why I felt that way. I never ever feel that way. But it’s like he’s picking me up and just finished 2 weeks of military training barely eating anything. Rice balls and milk is NOT enough food. I couldn’t be a soldier. I just can’t. I’m so sorry, but I’d die within a few hours. I don’t even drink milk. I’m in trouble already haha

Anyways, yeah I just felt like I should give him something. I had the ingredients. I almost always do, so muffins it was. Finished them like 15 minutes before it was time to meet him. Perfect timing.

But yeah, I tried not to be too early because it’s cold now and he was picking me up at the store next door. I didn’t know how he was with time. Some people can be early and on time for their job and late for everything else so I wasn’t going to risk it. I showed up 5 minutes early, which is almost late to me. I’m working on that…BUT he was already there haha. So ta-da perfect. 

He was all “Oh~ you are early!”

I’m like “You are too! We are both early.”

We ended up laughing and right from that moment felt instantly comfortable. It’s hard to describe it. 

Remember I was comfortable with Mr. Battery when I met him? That’s how it was this time. But…with Mr. Pilot even more so. I wish I could describe it in words better. Let’s see. 

You know how you meet some people and instantly click with them like you have known them for awhile. Some feel like you have always known them and you were just catching up, while some you feel like you have known them at least long enough to talk about certain things and then there are others you can talk to but keep it on friendly terms. He felt like in between the first two. Like I have known him awhile and was just catching up and could talk to about certain things. Ok, it went from the second to the first one. 

Like I can mention some things and feel ok. Then it went to let’s just lay our life stories on the line and pray everything will be fine and the other person won’t run away. Because he knows some about my family then I asked about the basics for him. Then he changed directions and he went deeper telling his history basically and I was like ok, if he’s telling all that I can be fair and share mine too. Plus we have a lot in common when it comes to our childhoods, so it’s not like it seemed that odd to either of us. 

Once we hmmm confessed? Came clean? Opened up about our childhoods that were not the best, like we both went through a pretty rough time. But we both saw that the other understood what we went through…there was like this bond? We didn’t need to say anything, we just understood the other.

Again I don’t know how to describe it completely. But it’s like ok don’t need to pretend we had a happy go-lucky childhood or a lot of money. We had a rough life but didn’t let it keep us down. We don’t let it define us. And no we aren’t ashamed by it, without it we wouldn’t be who we are today and cherish the little things in life that we do have that others might look over. We are who we are by having the past that we had but by also deciding how to let it craft us into the adults we are today. 

Not everyone handles things that happen to them the same way. It is what it is.

We talked a lot while we ate dinner. Now thinking back to it he called me CUTE! more than once or twice. >.< I am not cute~ tsk. hmph.

Back to this morning while he was eating the muffins. We talked a good bit. He asked about my hospital visit and everything. Then he randomly was like “Didn’t you tell me you like kimchi?”

I’m like yeah…

He’s all “Do you have any at home?”

Funny, I was just thinking that I needed to get some and told him so. 

He was like “Should I bring you some?”

Of course I’m like REALLY?!

He’s all “yep, 2 kinds.”

The freshly made and fermented.

He made me a happy person this morning haha.

Like come on~ Kimchi freshly made and fermented? I’m wondering where he’s getting it from. Hmm…

Anyways, taught some classes and then finished. He ate lunch and asked if I liked the dish. He made me realize there’s a lot of dishes I haven’t had in awhile. But this certain dish is one that he knows how to cook well, in which he made sure to toss that into the conversation. Saying how he hopes that he will be able to cook it for me soon. We are also talking about having a cooking contest. We talked about one dish. I said I was going to learn it and he’s all “You’ll learn it from me~ I’ll teach you.” 

Oh…ok~ well then haha I’ll learn from you dear sir.

I want to go in the helicopter, but I think I would be afraid. I don’t know why. Like I would need to be strapped down completely to make sure I won’t fall out but I’d take a ton of pictures. I’m so odd. Found out 2 hours of flying feels like driving a car for over 6 hours.

I was like welp that dream of learning how to fly one is gone. I’ll take a friend that knows how though haha

Anyways, went from that to him randomly asking if I have seen any movies lately. I think we all know what’s that leading up to. One day we will end up watching a movie together. I’m so down~

He knows I’m going to Seoul for Keri’s bday later today and he’s all “Be careful in this weather. Do you have a scarf? Let me know when you get home.”

Like ok ok~ 

haha I won’t lie, I kind of like it.

Let’s build a great friendship~!

Just wish I met him earlier…and that this doesn’t crash and burn like all the others. But he has already done more than the others in such a short amount of time. So I guess we’ll see.

Until next time. ^^