Shocking people
So, shocking everyone today because I am actually wearing color on my lips all day at work. It matches my clothes and nails. Muhahaha~
Shocked so many people today. Which makes it a good day. hehe
Also, been in this I’m going to make bomb kimbap one day mode and as you can see I have been practicing. It’s all delicious. I ate one and a half rolls while I was making some to go with lunch today. My bad. In general I’ve been wanting Korean food and flavors lately.
Hmm…oh Wednesday was my LAST day having to go to the hospital. After almost 2 months of going and around $1000 spent I am done. Was so happy that I almost cried. No more shots or anything. Finally.
I know some of you are wondering about Mr. Pilot. Remember, he’s doing swimming training this week. Today should be the last day, but it’s military who knows. But he should be coming back I’ll say tomorrow because if he finishes like normal that won’t be until 6ish. I’d say another hour or so to get all his stuff together to leave and eat so bam that’s already almost 8pm there. Then, to drive 5-6 hours back this way in the dark while it’s raining and he’s tired after spending 8 hours in the water, he wouldn’t get back until midnight or later. He better not do that. I swear if he does I’m hitting him when I see him. Just thinking about it has me shaking my head.
But knowing him if he does he’s just trying to get home so he can sleep without having to drive in the morning. If he does and I hope he does, wait until tomorrow. Then, he will be leaving out in the morning early. Either way he’s going to be tired, but I know he wants to get away from that area as soon as possible. Bleh.
This week feels like it went by so slowly. I also realized that I don’t want a job that’s too far, because what if Mr. Pilot continues to be this awesome friend? I don’t want to move and then don’t get to see him as often. That would suck. But I’m just going to wait and see how everything works out. Who knows what will happen. He might not be around in a few months like the rest.
I know I know.
Some of you are probably yelling while reading this going “WHY WOULD YOU THINK THAT?! HE’S NOT LIKE THE OTHERS!”
No he’s not, which makes me even more afraid of getting close to him and then he still disappears.
I realized that whatever we do, songs that we listen to together and whatever else we talk about or eat. Whatever it is, I am going to remember it. He’s already imprinting on my memories to the fact I know if I hear at least two songs he will pop up in my head even if it’s a brief moment.
I’m not too sure if that’s a good thing or not. I’m a sentimental, emotional person. The little things as well as big things I tend to remember but those little things can either make me smile or cry. Though I could cry happy tears too haha.
These are just my thoughts lately. This weather isn’t helping me.
Anyways, I need to finish this “homework” that he gave me. Just in case I do see him this weekend. Probably not, but I rather be prepared.
Until next time~!